*sigh

I thought things with jimmy we're getting back to good.. Yeah, it was only on Thursdays and never while Kristina was around, but last Wednesday proved to me that I was so fucking wrong. He doesn't give a shit, and that's ok.. But the cruelty that spewed from his face hole was just too much. And that cunt of a wife of his... Fuck her. My kids are not misfits. My kids are not emo. And my kids had as much right to be in that stupid fucking picture as any of the other little shits that were there. And thank you jimmy... Thank you for reminding me that I am such a fool, and so stupid... I so need to be put in my place. Fuck you. I live in a house. My kids do well in school and are not on drugs or are they alcoholics. They don't ditch and it's rare that they open a fresh mouth to us or any other adult. We aren't suffocating under a mountain of debt and we don't spend 80 percent of our pay on fucking weed. I don't hold on to stale stupid grudges and therefore I have a great relationship with our father, while you live under the delusion he will just keep trying and kissing your ass as long as you dangle your daughter in front of him. But by all means...keep assuming dad will keep taking your abuse. Oh and do keep taking advantage of their generosity.. Thats super classy and I'm sure the money train will just keep on...
Thank you mom, for standing up for me while your son told me what a fool I was and and how my kids didn't belong there. It's good to know where I stand. And thank you for proving, once again, that while the other "grand kids" can come and go as their parents please, my kids aren't even welcome when they offer to help with said other kids. I keep hoping it will change, but I think I'm done hoping and frankly my kids are getting too old to care about it anymore.
It's hard to think about the fact that the people who love and accept this family for what and who we are live so far away. But that's the way it is, and now my eyes are fully open to it.

I watched half of the second Sherlock Holmes movie the other night, so I'll withhold my opinions until I watch the whole thing.