its 7am on Monday October 4th... i have slept a grand total of 45 minutes... i woke up to a text that scared the shit out of me bcz i was sure it meant i slept in and failed to pick up and drop off all the people I'm supposed to... but, thankfully my alarm hadn't even gone off yet... i wish i knew what was wrong with me... every muscle in my body hurts all the damn time... but no one wants to hear about that shit.. there are too many things to get done and to many things to get clean... Projects and plans and rearrangements.. the fact that it feels like there is a knife jammed in my right shoulder where it meets my neck is just in the damn way... it'll get better, or I'll learn to ignore it. "You" did have a meltdown this weekend.. and I'm glad you recognize it. Although i think it has more to do with your mother than you do... looking back, this always happens when she throws a fit... However that does not make your issues any less valid. Add on the admission that this new job is making you nervous and 'viola we have an answer... this is your normal M.O... and i am ok with it.. except when i try to explain this to you and i get shot down and you feel like i am making excuses and insulting you. its all part of this work we both signed on to do for this whole "us" thing..and i am happy to do it.. i'll do my best with the schedule thing... but you are right when you say we have different styles and standards... and its true that you are MUCH better at spotting minutiae on the carpet than i... or empty pie plates that are clear and damn near invisible to one who just isn't paying attention. so tell a grrrl won't ya? And by the way... its gonna take you two whole nano-seconds to become the shining star at the Bradbury... i love you...
movie...movie...movie.....
oh, so i started to watch "it might get loud" this morning and just when i was really getting into it the stupid preview for the channels ended... poo! we watched Iron Man 2 this weekend, and i gotta say... not my favorite movie... i didn't even really like it when we saw it in the theater... But my baby loves it and that is enough for it to be enjoyable to me.. plus Robert Downey Jr., well i could watch him fold socks and be entertained... yummiest ex-junkie ever....LOL time to take the boy to the bus stop...
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